My brothers & I had been
planning our Dad’ 70th birthday since the last 3 years. Our plan
was to fly down to Kerala, whisk our parents off to my exotic destination
nearby to celebrate the day and then have a lavish weekend party with all our
100+ relatives and friends.
The countdown had started but so had all the obstacles. My brothers and their families could not fly down
because of ‘n’ number of cannot-be-put-off things that had started raining down upon us.
Dad understood.
As he always had. Putting us
& our needs first has always been second-nature to him.
As a child, my eyes had to only
settle down on something for him to get it for me… of course, only if it was in
my best interests. If we were studying too hard, he would tell us to watch
Chitrahaar and Chayageet on Doordarshan because according to him small distractions
sharpened your memory. He encouraged us to be all-rounders… he was just as
pleased if we won a medal in sports or debate or even best handwriting as he
was when we were ranked at the top in studies. He taught us compassion, empathy
and how helping others increased your joy too… by his own example. Every holiday was spent either with relatives
or embracing our common love for travelling to new cities and experiencing that
culture thus broadening our horizons.
When we flew off his ‘nest’, he
never caused any hindrance… in fact he had already sharpened our wings and
taught us to be independent and strong and march ahead no matter how high the
obstacles.
Who I am today and what I have achieved… he is one of the major contributors. I am sure my brothers
would say the same thing.
I saw him trying hard to hide his disappointment at not being with his
family for his 70th birthday.
That is when he had one of his ‘Eureka’ moments. So what, if his sons
and grandsons could not make it? We could go there and he could still celebrate
with his family, right?
“After all, what is a birthday without family?”, he asked.
“Nothing!”, we chorused.
I have realized that as our parents get older, their hopes and wishes
are all centered around being with family especially during special occasions.
They ‘understand’ that we are busy but their disappointments are also high at
lost chances to be with family.
I have decided that just like I
work towards all my relationships to achieve that fine balance, I will do the
same for my parents. That is like an overdraft account… I have taken and taken
and taken without a second thought and without them ever complaining… now it is
my time to give, give and give some more of my time. I have been putting it off
thinking we have time… who knows how much we do have indeed? It is probably
when we lay counting moments before eternal sleep that we regret the moments
lost or put off for another day… I want to go without any karmic debt or
regrets on my plate… just embrace the new unknown adventure without looking
back.
You have to cut your b'day cake with your family! |
Thankfully, US visa with multiple entries is valid for 10 years &
thus we could plan this trip right away. I think it was the perfect plan since
there were no obstacles of note and impromptu trip was completed successfully
without any fuss.
Dad got his wish. His family was right there with him celebrating
through the weekend. He really connected with his grand-kids and he was able to
even showcase some of his dormant culinary skills. He was so happy that it
radiated out of his person. Check him out celebrating with his family...
Take a b'day treat from the birthday boy! |
Just chilling with our birthday boy! |
We are glad that we got an opportunity to let him know how special he
truly is and how blessed we are that he is OUR DAD!
Happy 70th Dad! You are the best!
My friend Ananth has captured the essence of my Dad & I want to keep it forever (Thank you Ananthu!)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful!!!!!!!!
A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.
A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.
A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail... And you guys have really made him proud and hardly few can do this...